He's the Birthday Boy!!!

Well - Brandon's birthday was this past Sunday and I have to say - the entire weekend was a complete success!!

Brandon's mom flew in from Florida - we went to the memorial softball tournament for Brandon's cousin, Shay. And then Saturday night we went out for Brandon's birthday (From what I remember - we had an amazing time!) And then Sunday we had lunch with his side of the family and then for dinner we met up with my side of the family and he got lots of gifts and an amazing ice cream cake.

My little boo boo is FINALLY 21!!!!!

Overall - it was a blast. But I am going to blame too much partying this past weekend on the fact that I am SICK!!! I woke up yesterday morning and felt like complete crap! I am pretty sure it is just allergies and sinuses which is why I am HOPING I get better by tomorrow because my mom and I are heading out to Houston for the rest of the week for a convention and Emmit Smith is going to be there!! I have been blabbing non stop about Emmit Smith - but hey! I'm just so excited!!

Anyways - more to come soon - just thought I'd give you an update of how BRandon's birthday went - and again - it was spectacular!! :)

Let Me Tell You...

...what I don't like or appreciate.

Those people who try to say that they are a certain type of person who has amazing qualities for friendship and relationships and they just don't. People who say that they cherish friendship and they never treat a friendship as if it is disposable - they get on my nerves. Because at some point or another - you will treat one as if it is disposable and then what?? You look like a big, fat liar. I am OVER people treating me like I just don't matter. It pisses me off. I would walks to both ends of the Earth at ONE FREAKING TIME for the people who mean the most to me and for some people - I am SICK of not getting the same in return. I'm tired of people being rude and inconsiderate. It just makes me wonder why I should ever be the bigger person in the situation if; in the end, it just doesn't matter to that person. Sure - I know that I was the bigger person and that is what is supposed to matter to me but why does it feel SO SO SO good to be a wretched bitch to the person who has wronged me. I can't hide; much less handle, the fact that it really hurts me but it makes me feel like my time and effort for everything that I did for them is completely WASTED. I need to let it go without the closure that I am waiting for but know I won't get.

If the person who this is about is reading this - I hope you know that you piss me off. Maybe that is what you want - but at least that means that I truly did care for you which should actually make you feel a lot worse because I'm sure you are walking around not even thinking twice about what you did.

If you believe in karma so much - it will be interesting to see what comes back around to you.

This Fun Thing That Still Doesn't Have a Name

My sister and I have been known to get crafty. And when I say crafty - I mean the genius kind. Not the kind of crafty your momma put on her refrigerator when you were 8.

We are going to make jewelry, headbands, hair bows and bows for babies and anything else that we feel like!! This was discussed last night and the plan is being put into motion!

I am super excited about it and I am pretty sure that she is too. Soooo - on that note - we are trying very desperately to think of an amazing name. Something really fun and catchy.

And yes, it is perfectly normal to be jealous of our endeavors. :)

I am SO EXCITED!!! I have wanted to do this for the longest and didn't have anyone I could depend on but who better to depend on than your own sister!!?? So we're doing it!!! :)

Never Think

Sometimes things really strike a nerve with me. Whether it be a song, a quote, a movie line or a photograph - and it could be screaming at me the things I'm feeling or thinking. And you want to write about what it did to you...how it made you feel. But you can't because the song or the picture or the quote did it so perfectly. So here is the song's lyrics. Never Think by Rob Pattinson. I think it is important to think about what things are really saying to you. And you can interpret this however you feel you should.

I should never think
What's in your heart
What's in our home
So I won't

You'll learn to hate me
But still call me baby
Oh love
So call me by my name

And save your soul
Save your soul
Before your too far gone
Before nothing can be done

I'll try to decide when
She'll lie in the end
I ain't got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
So hold off
She should hold off
It's the one thing that I've known

Once I put my coat on
I coming out in this all wrong
She standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I'm in love
I'm in love

Girl save your soul
Go on save your soul
Before it's too far gone
And before nothing can be done

Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on