...what I don't like or appreciate.
Those people who try to say that they are a certain type of person who has amazing qualities for friendship and relationships and they just don't. People who say that they cherish friendship and they never treat a friendship as if it is disposable - they get on my nerves. Because at some point or another - you will treat one as if it is disposable and then what?? You look like a big, fat liar. I am OVER people treating me like I just don't matter. It pisses me off. I would walks to both ends of the Earth at ONE FREAKING TIME for the people who mean the most to me and for some people - I am SICK of not getting the same in return. I'm tired of people being rude and inconsiderate. It just makes me wonder why I should ever be the bigger person in the situation if; in the end, it just doesn't matter to that person. Sure - I know that I was the bigger person and that is what is supposed to matter to me but why does it feel SO SO SO good to be a wretched bitch to the person who has wronged me. I can't hide; much less handle, the fact that it really hurts me but it makes me feel like my time and effort for everything that I did for them is completely WASTED. I need to let it go without the closure that I am waiting for but know I won't get.
If the person who this is about is reading this - I hope you know that you piss me off. Maybe that is what you want - but at least that means that I truly did care for you which should actually make you feel a lot worse because I'm sure you are walking around not even thinking twice about what you did.
If you believe in karma so much - it will be interesting to see what comes back around to you.
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